One year is drawing to an end. Another year is beginning. So often we focus on either one or the other aspects of this. Either we focus on the year we had (we typically do this when it was a good year) or we focus on the year to come (because we are so eager to get out of the year we just had). We either look backward or forward. I have found something interesting as I have taken up the habit of walking and now been walking regularly for a few years now. I am not sure how well it applies, but I guess I will leave that for the reader to decide.
When walking, you cannot look too far ahead, and you cannot look backward. Both options are a recipe for disaster. If you are looking too far down the sidewalk or the road you will miss what is right in front of you. This often leads to tripping. If you are not watching the ground you are walking on you tend to trip. Sometimes it is the edge of a sidewalk block that is slightly raised. Sometimes it is subtle curve or change in the pavement that trips you up, but if you do not see it, you will trip.
When walking you cannot look behind you either. Every time I look behind I wind up steering myself off to the side that I am looking toward. So if I look over my left shoulder at something behind me, I tend to start walking to the left. I cannot walk in a straight line without looking at where I am going. But again, this does not mean I just have to look forward all the time. In fact, the best place for me to look for safety (especially now that it is winter) is directly in front of me, where my feet will step next.
It is almost like we are not supposed to worry about what is to come too much, and not fret over what we have left behind too much. Biblical balance seems to have gratitude for the past and leave the future to God, but to fix our behaviors on what is happening now. To behave in this moment in the way God has called us to behave. To think and say in this moment what I am supposed to think and say. To leave the rest to God!